Living a " Pause "

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The Walk.. The Forest

Still walking in a very dark; scary and rainy forest.. alone by myself .. for a long period of time !

It stopped raining for a short period of time about a week ago when it became sunny and breezy out of the blue .. I thought and believed that day that it was spring time and that I was on a different land.. I was in Heaven.. I ' experienced ' Heaven; got indulged in its magical presence.. and yes it happens when it's least expected.. It lasted only for few hours but the euphoria of it lingered around a little longer.. I couldn't even give it more detailed reality description simply because my pen broke that day ! Maybe one day I'll put it down in my autobiography; I'll assign an entire chapter for it.. just to highlight the beauty of conincidences ! There is an opinion that goes " Coincidences do not exist; they're all planned by God and we have to learn to take advantage of them " ! At the end of the day; it doesn't matter what my personal view of that particular unusual encounter was; the bottom line is it made me feel joyous and happy even though for a very short period of time !

Not euphoric or ecstatic any longer; I'm drifting back to my dark rainy forest.. and believe me I am trying hard to draw a smile that is not tickling my soul.. I manage to do so but it's a very short lived smile as well !

There was a smile that I'm missing.. there was a smile that I need .. there was a smile that was real !

And my walk continues.. alone.. and it is still dark and rainy..

Any company ?

Good night..

IYM

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Yes Italy.. " Perfoomeh "

I called my dearest friend Sammo in Saudi Arabia a couple of days ago.. after touching base; she goes " Aren't you thinking of traveling somewhere just to freshen up ? "

Yes Sammo I need to re-energize my moments and do some thought clearing.. I do need to travel; refresh and unwind.. I was thinking of a travel destination lately .. I'm thinking eihter France or Italy but I think I'll end up going to Italy.. I need to be surrounded by an unfamiliar language that is so vibrant and full of life..I also need to dive in my favorite pasta dishes before I consider seriously loosing the extra pounds that sneaked and resided comfortably in my pants lately.. LOL

I think the youtube clip is Italian.. am I right ?

This time for sure I'll run away with an art piece from Florence even if it takes me joining the Mafia for it ;)

IYM

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A Perfect Exit

Is my exit from my wave as perfect as well ? Time will only tell..

IYM

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