Here at the Majlis we voice our thoughts; worries and concerns .. We resonate our inner self and we chill out as well.. This Majlis is our space to relax even if it seems impossible at times ..
One last thing; you don't need to knock on my doors; IYM does not have closed doors !
Welcome to the Majlis :)

Dancing Words

>> Saturday, November 28, 2009

The most expressive words of passion I've ever heard.. or read.. or came across ! Beautifully put together.. amazingly put together..

Whenever I listen to this song; or read it in Nizar's book of poetry; all I would see before me is these tender words dancing with each other.. as if they're injected with some kind of a living soul.. they just erect their flat posture; stand up on those pale lines and start dancing on the page ! And then they continue slow dancing in the air surrounding me; tickling my senses by doing so and I start inhaling all love and passion they emit.. And I become blind to every material structure around me as I start chasing those joyfully dancing letters whirling around each other like little colourful butterflies.. worshiping no one but the deep meaning of each other ! That's exactly what happens to me whenever I read one of Nizar's jewels .. and yes since ever I was a teenager !

He just loved geniusly !

Enjoy those dancing words..

As for me; I'm back to my dancing session.. back to you Nizar..

Good night,


Looser !

>> Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I want to watch the clip she was talking about..

What a looser ! I wasn't aware doctors and strippers are one ! Looser..

Just get lost; or you know what.. you already are !

Regards, the doctor..



>> Saturday, November 21, 2009

If you can't hide your hatred and envy to this extent; to the extent of producing such games; then for sure not only you have major cultural issues (the same way we get acused of ).. but you're nothing but a PPOS !

Any one can enlighten us on the producer of this 'F-U' game ? Don't tell us this is just a video game ! OK! This is not funny at all..


" Life is supposed to be fun "

>> Thursday, November 19, 2009

And I completely agree Abraham
Sweet dreams



The Omens

>> Wednesday, November 18, 2009

And the sky never stops raining omens when it is time for divine guidance..
And it takes few experiences with bitter taste of misfortune to develop the ability of transforming what is perceived as 'co-incidences' into your strongest armors !
Fight your fight.. no one will fight it for you.. you are the army an you are the battle-field as well.. don't be surprised, you grew tremendously over the years to reach that scale; an entire army scale and you can do it my dear..
It's your fight.. no one will fight it for you.. no one will fight it but you !
Guided by sacred omens.. under the wings of the most Merciful Lord..
Open your eyes widely; follow your heart.. and keep reading the omens..
That is your new map my dear.. that is your lost map my dear..
It is time to sail again.. and it is time to keep sailing..


Come back IYM

>> Sunday, November 8, 2009

IYM just come back to yourself please.. come back to your senses.. and fall in love again with your days and with the universe around you..

Deep breath IYM.. just take a deep breath and relax.. Be your own mother, be your own lover, and open your arms widely to what life has to offer you, even if it seems doomed at the beginning.. even if it seems darker than your hair and your eyes..even if it sounds like death and behaves like death.. just open your arms my dear and welcome what life has to offer unexpectedly..

Welcome the pain.. live the agony.. dance the hula around the fire of turmoil.. celebrate with ashes..sink further in your muddy days.. if anything it's the caterpillar inside of you transforming into that colourful butterfly you're meant to be..for shedding skin was never easy, even on snakes it was never easy !

IYM my dear, you need to cry.. you need to let it out loudly.. you need to let it out..

Step back into your soul.. nourish and flourish your spirit.. it's your time to experience belonging.. it's your time to die so you can experience re-birthing again.. go for it IYM.. just go for it my dear.. and start packing..

And never look back.. again !


Roller-Coastering Again

>> Sunday, November 1, 2009

And it's never ending.. roller-coastering again.. it seems to be my pattern in life, with momentary breaks in between.. back to the pattern.. back to the storms of yesterday, today and tomorrow !
His shoulders I needed the most, so I called him.. spoke my mind and expressed my worries.. exposed my weakest spots to him again.. spontaneously.. that's how I was with him.. that's how it is with him.. I cannot resist not clinging to his warm existence when it's hard.. always there for me with all of external resistance he tries to mask his moments with.. he knows I know, I know he knows.. he is just there for me.. life gave him to me .. he gave himself to me.. but I am still alone.. going through all I'm going through by myself.. deeply alone.. painfully alone !
" My lady.. It's a huge wave that appeared in your path out of no where " he said to me.. " you either let it drift you away and so you drawn, or else you gather all your strength and ride it with pride " .. I just wanted to throw myself on his shoulders and have a deep restful endless nap when he said so.. he was however on the other side of the phone million miles away from my physical spot; zero miles away from my spirit ! Vulnerable I'm always with him.. ready he's always for me !
Roller-coastering again.. this time on waves.. huge ones.. in a lonely angry ocean.. and it is dark.. very very dark.. and freezing cold.. painfully cold.. I lost my map again.. I'm not even at cross-roads so I can choose a path out of two.. at times, cross-roads seemed to be challenging.. now they are very manageable compared to riding my huge waves in my angry cold ocean all by myself !
I am suffering.. greatly so !
Roller-coastering.. and his shoulders I need the most..
Praying to find my map soon.. praying to be warm again..
It is very cold in here.. it is very very dark.. and scary !


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